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I hate Saturdays That meaningless day Just sleep and quarrel with my love That I hate No hope just a day that needs to pass As quickly as possible and everyone is depressed In the family Outside in the real

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Posted in Poems, Poem, Poetry, Relationship, Healing, frustration

Black mold

I don´t see any meaning To live with you is like being beaten verbally every day of the year You made my life hell And still you stay with me I have to end this now Now I been saying

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Posted in Poems, Poem, Trial, Poetry, patterns, Ambivalence


Cold and naked in the rain All these people watching Our shame, our frustration The spectator are not the hero of the day A perverted form of entertainment to see Other people being humiliated I do not want to be that

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Posted in Autumn, metamorphosis, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame, time


Slow moving, slow thinking Just breathe in and out Trying to stay and let The mind go I have no answer I have to accept That I have no answer Empty outside Empty inside And a numb Pain

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Posted in Black, Pain, Poem, Poems, Poetry

The Mirror

Time stirs back in the mirror It went fast, it had to leave But surprisingly I am still here and still alive With my nightmares With my bad sleep With my shame With my patterns of repetion But that is OK

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Posted in #blogg100, Mirror, Poem, Poetry, time

Lost in space

The pain is following me I do not fear the pain I am so used to it I do not know why I am lost Lost in the past Lost in the present Lost in the future Leaving it all

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Meeting the pain Seeing my failed Inner self I am trying to hide Hide from shame My shame is hard to carry I lost my self I lost my soul And now I am climbing Out of that hole Acceptens

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Posted in Poem, Poetry, Shame