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Setting the time

The morning has long past I am now living in the future, It sounds like a bad movie, but everything is the same Just different characters in the roles And I am in the place that I always feared Lonely, without real

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Posted in future, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship, time

Cascading failure

Feeling bad and crazy I manage to repeat My failure today again Frustration and shame Is so hard to carry around I wish that  was Different But time past is time lost Only the long days will ease The pain

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Posted in failure, Losing, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame

Again

I am down on the ground You are over me Telling me how Bad I am Again

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Posted in Pain, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship, Terror

Losing yourself

I did not know that life could be so slow When I was young I did not understand that I was going to make my own nightmares come true I could feel it but I did not listen to myself

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Posted in #blogg100, Black, failure, Life, Losing, Mindlessness, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship

Knowledge

Confused and very tired Trying to fight the sleep Looking out the window And the day is bleak Trying to pull myself together Trying to do the things I don´t like Feeling like i am being fooled But by whom? By

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Posted in Losing, Mindlessness, patterns, Poem, Poems, war

Habits

All those meaningless things That I fought s on hard for I am getting used to losing My power, hope and energy What else could I do Then to let the loss Become a habit

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Posted in Black, Losing, Poem, Poems, Poetry