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So while the days move slowly And the sun had it´s way crossing the sky I forgot Like the rest of us Why I live here I did not enjoy The purple morning Or the white daylight Nor did I

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Posted in Poem, Black, #blogg100, Poetry, Easter, metamorphosis, 2017


Now they gone cut me in halfand half I will beThis is not the ultimate optionI will be the half-man half-witted and not much morebut this is the priceI payThe life I never opt forbut were givenby some distant godin a skyor

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Posted in #blogg100, Black, May 2014, Poem, Poetry, Trial


We are still hereAfter all this yearFrustratedLonely Naked In the winter In the summerautumn and springThey play theirGameAnd I nowan old manWithout any possessions are thrown around like a smallpiece of paper in the wind The gods are lookingthe other way andthe outcome is

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Fear me the mostBecause I am the worst of menThat God ever createdI am worstBecause I answerTo your desireBecause I knowWhat eternity looks likeAnd I am ready toFill you upWith willful desiresThat eventuallyWill finish you off

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My apologies

I do not feel home in this world. I have because of all anxiety and stress I carry around not been able to create a life where I have a sustainable income.  So I write this text because yesterday I

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Posted in Black, February 2014, Poem


This is itwe are filledand filedRunning along well defined linesOfEngagement How things should be But inside the chaos Regain its momentumAnd above God looks downon us smiling slyly

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Posted in February 2014, Poem, Trial

Augustin in Chicago

I came to Chicago filled with shameful desires A crossroad became mydestiny Without any expectations I waited for the daywhen my head wouldcrack open and leave its dirty load to Godor any other creaturesout thereunfortunately this didnot happenI am still waitingafter all these yearsfor something

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Posted in Black, February 2014, Poem, Trial