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No Way

No energy, no will It is Monday again No lust, no passion No work, No sun No time, no pain No gain, No way At least something Advertisements

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Posted in 2017, Ambivalence, monday, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Certain moments in time

Certain days are just too bad to be put down in writing Certain moments deserves to be forgotten forever Even if the sun is shining life can be hell as we all know I am sorry for my own inability

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Posted in Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame, time

Full moon

The moon is full tonight I am alone Trying to write Today manage to read My work It took a lot of energy Soon home  

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Posted in Poem, Poems, Poetry, Writing

Spring depression

Every spring is the same feeling Depression, depression and frustration It always comes in April Feeling like a failure and frustrated like crazy I am on the same place every year Trying to cope and handle Fight not to kill myself

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Posted in Ambivalence, frustration, may, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, spring

Good Habits

Getting crazy Or not Anything is better than being  blocked This is so frustrating Trying to get rid of anxiety And it comes back worse than before Habits or not This is so strong

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Posted in Ambivalence, Free will, Habits, Poem, Poems, Poetry, will

Cascading failure

Feeling bad and crazy I manage to repeat My failure today again Frustration and shame Is so hard to carry around I wish that  was Different But time past is time lost Only the long days will ease The pain

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Posted in failure, Losing, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame

May, my, you, they

Looking for a reason to have hope But I do not find any It is just the same But thirty years later I am older not wiser Less prospects not more Alone I came to face the world And the

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Posted in manipulation, may, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry