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Running in Circles

Quickly running away Finding new ways to survive I wish that someday That life should not only Include trying to heal wounds But to live a good life To have friends To make love To live in the wild nature To

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Posted in Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, run

Black mold

I don´t see any meaning To live with you is like being beaten verbally every day of the year You made my life hell And still you stay with me I have to end this now Now I been saying

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Posted in Poems, Poem, Trial, Poetry, patterns, Ambivalence


Confused and very tired Trying to fight the sleep Looking out the window And the day is bleak Trying to pull myself together Trying to do the things I don´t like Feeling like i am being fooled But by whom? By

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Posted in Losing, Mindlessness, patterns, Poem, Poems, war


I am so tired Tired to the bone The mind is aching For something To put it´s energy at I lost the inner presence Of a meaning Looking in the dark With a lot of questions Who am I What do

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Posted in #blogg100, Black, change, Mindlessness, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Patterns of recognition

Putting myself together Trying to see the pattern Again and Again Repeating and Repeating Things, dreams Fears

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Posted in #blogg100, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry


Changing patterns by Driving around the outskirts of the city Were the other people live The big roads filled with traffic jams And hoards of cars Finding a spot quiet here Is so important Here on the oldest part of

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Posted in #blogg100, 2017, patterns, Poem, Poetry


Trying to put my self Together I did not choose this life It choosed me  

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Posted in #blogg100, 2017, Life, patterns, Poem, Poetry