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And so

Life is pain Just pure pain and suffering But not always There is something in between Sometimes

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Posted in Black, Life, morning, Pain, Poem, Poems

Cascading failure

Feeling bad and crazy I manage to repeat My failure today again Frustration and shame Is so hard to carry around I wish that  was Different But time past is time lost Only the long days will ease The pain

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Posted in failure, Losing, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame

Failure and logic

Every time I fail I feel the pain Unable to change Unable to move Paralysis Trying to meditate But I do not find any peace of mind I feel more and more frustrated Will this be the rest of my

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Posted in failure, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry

The oracle

Once I went to the oracle for solution Desperate and lonely I had to long searched For answer from every profession on earth Freezing in the cold I waited outside the cave The oracle was fat and small, he had a

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Posted in Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, therapy, Trap

Dysfunction

Decaying dysfunctional family Frustration, fighting and mentally ill people We pretend that everything is so normal Slowly she is making a mess of my boy Giving to him the doubtful gift of ambivalence And depleted will There is always a

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Posted in Ambivalence, Family, frustration, Growing up, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Gone

Trying to find some hope While the baby is screaming And her mother is gone I cannot do much Just ease the pain A little bit

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Posted in Growing up, Pain, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Again

I am down on the ground You are over me Telling me how Bad I am Again

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Posted in Pain, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship, Terror