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Spring depression

Every spring is the same feeling Depression, depression and frustration It always comes in April Feeling like a failure and frustrated like crazy I am on the same place every year Trying to cope and handle Fight not to kill myself

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Posted in Ambivalence, frustration, may, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, spring


The winter that kept us warm is gone And with the return of life every memory of what life could be floats up to the surface Like corpses being hidden under the ice they stink of aspiration and ambitions, memes

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Posted in may, metamorphosis, Poem, Poems, Poetry, spring


I am looking for my friends I seek them here I seek them there I seek them everywhere But they are gone Maybee they did not exist Or lived in a parallel dimension So long time ago I stoped looking

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Posted in Ambivalence, dream, failure, Friendship, may, Poem, Poems, Poetry

May, my, you, they

Looking for a reason to have hope But I do not find any It is just the same But thirty years later I am older not wiser Less prospects not more Alone I came to face the world And the

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Posted in manipulation, may, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry


Freezing in the sun Finally the spring is here But the mind and heart still lives in the winter It feels like the road is leading me the wrong way But all roads in life eventually has the same end

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Posted in Life, may, metamorphosis, Poem, Poems, Poetry, time


The plants are growing Fast and furious Trying to kill old roots That once were healthy and strong But only time will Tell us who, if anyone won The metamorphosis is quick and Painful often killing its host The only things

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Posted in Easter, may, metamorphosis, Poem, Poems, Poetry, spring