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Cascading failure

Feeling bad and crazy I manage to repeat My failure today again Frustration and shame Is so hard to carry around I wish that  was Different But time past is time lost Only the long days will ease The pain

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Posted in failure, Losing, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame

Mending

Healing means put together and unite what has been broken But all the pieces just keeps on falling apart A dead flower is dead not ever to blom again But how to know what is dead or just very broken

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Posted in Healing, Life, Losing, meditation, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Losing yourself

I did not know that life could be so slow When I was young I did not understand that I was going to make my own nightmares come true I could feel it but I did not listen to myself

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Posted in #blogg100, Black, failure, Life, Losing, Mindlessness, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship

Cascading transcendence

When I was young I wanted to be strong and without fear Fly all over the world with my wings Instead I lost it all Failed again and again In my shame and grief I hide in my cell But the wound was

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Posted in Life, Losing, Pain, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Shame, Trial

Uneven

It´s an uneven fight She has the money, friends and grit I have the depression, loneliness and sleepiness So I lose and she wins Good for her Bad for me I realize that I never again will feel free Trying

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The Lost Kingdom

Once upon a time I had my own kingdom I ruled everything, build houses, bridges and railways The king made alliances and held festivities Most often the other animals and people in The kingdom were happy Then one day my

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Posted in Fight, frustration, Losing, Poem, Poems, Poetry, war

Knowledge

Confused and very tired Trying to fight the sleep Looking out the window And the day is bleak Trying to pull myself together Trying to do the things I don´t like Feeling like i am being fooled But by whom? By

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Posted in Losing, Mindlessness, patterns, Poem, Poems, war