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Cascading failure

Feeling bad and crazy I manage to repeat My failure today again Frustration and shame Is so hard to carry around I wish that  was Different But time past is time lost Only the long days will ease The pain Advertisements

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Failure and logic

Every time I fail I feel the pain Unable to change Unable to move Paralysis Trying to meditate But I do not find any peace of mind I feel more and more frustrated Will this be the rest of my

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When walking alone in the great city I sometimes meet Kavafy, Well dressed and wise He tells me ancient truths from the library You would have failed anywhere in the world He tells me while smoking papyrus In the moonlight

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Posted in Ambivalence, failure, night, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry


I am looking for my friends I seek them here I seek them there I seek them everywhere But they are gone Maybee they did not exist Or lived in a parallel dimension So long time ago I stoped looking

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Posted in Ambivalence, dream, failure, Friendship, may, Poem, Poems, Poetry

My Family

They will tell you that you are sick Aggressive, crazy not to be trusted They send you to the doctor The family making their projection on the boy Something is wrong with him And the world out there is so

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Losing yourself

I did not know that life could be so slow When I was young I did not understand that I was going to make my own nightmares come true I could feel it but I did not listen to myself

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Posted in #blogg100, Black, failure, Life, Losing, Mindlessness, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship

No hope

This is the day When I am going To pay for my Deeds I don´t care It does not Matter Anymore I don´t care About your little world The place that is always In perfect order

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