Blog Archives


I do not see any meaning in this life I am just here watching Be used, enabler for other peoples dreams Thats what I am a vessel for genes They don´t care if I live or die I am just

Tagged with: , , , ,
Posted in #blogg100, Black, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship

Losing yourself

I did not know that life could be so slow When I was young I did not understand that I was going to make my own nightmares come true I could feel it but I did not listen to myself

Tagged with: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,
Posted in #blogg100, Black, failure, Life, Losing, Mindlessness, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship


It´s an uneven fight She has the money, friends and grit I have the depression, loneliness and sleepiness So I lose and she wins Good for her Bad for me I realize that I never again will feel free Trying

Tagged with: , , , ,
Posted in #blogg100, Black, Life, Losing, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Relationship

War in the mind

Sometimes life is just miserable I am a prisoner of my own comfort There is no excuse Soon I will be gone And it will be ok Life is not worth that much Just a spark in the pan Then

Tagged with: , ,
Posted in #blogg100, Black, Life, Poem, Poems, Poetry, war


I am a lonely man And possible a loony As well Here I am in my room By myself Enjoying the solitude And lack of humans I need people, I need friends I just can´t stand them Guess that is

Tagged with: , , , , , , ,
Posted in #blogg100, 2017, Ambivalence, April, Black, frustration, Poem, Poems, Poetry


I am so tired Tired to the bone The mind is aching For something To put it´s energy at I lost the inner presence Of a meaning Looking in the dark With a lot of questions Who am I What do

Tagged with: , , ,
Posted in #blogg100, Black, change, Mindlessness, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Patterns of recognition

Putting myself together Trying to see the pattern Again and Again Repeating and Repeating Things, dreams Fears

Tagged with: , , ,
Posted in #blogg100, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry