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Cul-de-Sac

Fleeing into an empty street Filled with people I am alone with people I want results but I fear where I will end

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Posted in Ambivalence, Conflict, Courage, dream, Poem, Poems, Poetry

No Way

No energy, no will It is Monday again No lust, no passion No work, No sun No time, no pain No gain, No way At least something

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Posted in 2017, Ambivalence, monday, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Confusion

Where are the roads to be taken? There are different answers But which they are I do not know Fear is effective and useful For those who want to control Other people’s mind But why all that control?

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Posted in Ambivalence, destiny, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Question

Shield

Protecting myself from the feeling that everything is too late I lost so much time being trapped inside this bubble that is my shield Trying but it is too much I am losing Because of my own ambivalence

Posted in Ambivalence, Poem, Poems, Poetry, Revolution, therapy

Here

Living in a strange world I am a stranger here And I Have to deal with other strangers Every day and when I leave I will come to an even stranger place Than here

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Posted in Ambivalence, Life, Poem, Poems, Poetry

Spring depression

Every spring is the same feeling Depression, depression and frustration It always comes in April Feeling like a failure and frustrated like crazy I am on the same place every year Trying to cope and handle Fight not to kill myself

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Posted in Ambivalence, frustration, may, patterns, Poem, Poems, Poetry, spring

Good Habits

Getting crazy Or not Anything is better than being  blocked This is so frustrating Trying to get rid of anxiety And it comes back worse than before Habits or not This is so strong

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Posted in Ambivalence, Free will, Habits, Poem, Poems, Poetry, will