Paralysed

What has been the meaning of my dream?
For so long time
It were
Given to me
And I could not stand up to it
All those beautiful things
I should achieve
And nothing happened
I could not move
The mind became numb
The muscles stiff
Anxiety and fear
Overtook me
And there I was
All alone in our big grey country
The country were the sun only shines
On the rational souls of economic man
We irrational creatures had no right to live
Expected to die and then forgotten
I did not die, I did not forget
But my mind is still paralysed
Seeing the shadows moving
As the day settles and the current
In the river stops

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I am who I was when I wrote this text but I do not know if I exist now. I am from Scandinavia where the arctic starts and the world ends.

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