Monthly Archives: April 2014

Visual

I feel pain I fell Now I can seeyou through a veilof mistrustI know your motive but I do not understandthe way your mind is workingbut all my life mother you eventually caused me sorrow 

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Loss

On the road to destructionAll that moralizing all that, all that talkingall that walkingAnd with a stroke of peneverything is goneagain

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Confused In the Evening

I am so low nowthere is nota thing in the worldthat can changethat nowI do not wantto feelI do not wantto beI do not wantto do anything Everything is painand pain is not powerIt is just painYou messed withmy brainand now

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Again

Trying, Trying so hardso hardFailingFailing again and againagain

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Pieces of me

trying to put myself together TiredFighting the floodof thoughts going through my mind The start and the endnot near somewhere in the middle

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Hiding

Defending my weak spotsI have hidden in the sandfor so longAll my grudge All my painAll my neurosis i try to hide themunder the sandin the sunwhile watchingthe seaThey give me a lot of painwaiting to take a bathwhen nobody is watching meThis

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Path

Trying to block the painpresent and far awayin the same timetime and energylost spaceslost life breathing in and outrunning aroundin and abouttrying to seal, comfort, forget,run, close off  I am not freea slave of tradition a slave offeeling guilt

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